First post after Meta..

I feel.. terrible. What I did wasn't horribly gory, like murder or something.. but still. I think last night I really just shot my mouth off without thinking again, and didn't let the Holy Spirit take control of me wholly.

I feel like I betrayed a friend.. how could I undermine his confidence like that? Even though it was sort of behind his back.

And right now.. I know that God's forgiven me, and that I should be perfectly secure in that fact. Which I am. It's just that I still fear that the friend himself does not...

URGHHHHH!!!!! *tears hair*

Kailuo

PS Don't worry Li-en and Lindy, I'm not talking about how I insulted H. Haha.